I’m not usually one to self-diagnose bullshit.
There’s been a lot of unanswered questions about me that I wanted answered. I can’t consult mental health professionals because frankly Serbia is PRIMITIVE.
To explain Borderline Personality Disorder, you’d be better off reading the Wikipedia page for it, but in short it all boils down to:
- Intense mood swings, emphases on the “intense mood”
- Self-destructive behavior
- Attachment/Abandonment issues
- Dissociation and reality distortion
And I check all the boxes.
I feel like I have to elaborate why, but it would be super personal and it would take a shitload of time to explain every situation
One reason why I won’t assert it with mental health professionals is because my country, in its current state, is primitive when it comes to its mental health resources. I could not rely on it before, and I cannot rely on it now.
It’s a safe bet I’m willing to make since it’s been years and when looking back at everything I’m now wondering why I didn’t research my feelings more.
So there’s that.